Sunday, May 31, 2015

SHE'S JUST LIKE A DREAM by Tuese Ahkiong

Inspired by The Cure’s
“Just Like Heaven”
by Tuese C. Ahkiong
July 8, 2012

She’s just like heaven
Her presence divine
I’m trembling in awe
And my heart, I find
Beating and breathing her name
Often, upon my lips
I scream, She’s just like a dream
So unreal, Before me
Revealed, An angel
Within my arms
And she’s asking me
To cover her in my charms

Is this the gal I’ve always wished for?
Am I dreaming?
If so, Lord, asleep forever let me be
in her sweet love, dancing with me
enjoying her smile, her laugh,
Her arms around my neck,
Her kisses on my heart
That make me shine
A warm glow, that lets me know and definitely shows that
She’s in love with me

Run away with me? she said
I’m in love with you!
I promise you, she said
All my kisses
And all my tomorrows!
But this man is risking the edge
Or a life of sorrow.
For not taking her hand along the sand
But leaving it for another man?
With hesitating thoughts running through my head
My distant answer, she easily read

And so my questions fly  
Why so slow to go?
WHAT does this really show?
Am I really seeing with open eyes?
I hope my vision ain’t playin’ a trick
That morning light will wake me sick
To a dizzy day twist and spin
And remind me
That I have been asleep dreaming, again
So, before me the raging sea of blues
Without you
Just your memory, drowned
Deep down, inside of me

Not a day passes do my thoughts
Not hold her
I’m gripped in this strange way she still touches me
The sea of love has stolen her far away
And how I long for those sweet yesterdays
But lonely and lost be i
At times, I just, have to, sigh?
Never again to gaze upon the soft beauty of her face
Only memories leave the trace
Of heaven

She’s just like a dream

Here's the song that brought the inspiration:


Saturday, May 30, 2015



Lookie there
Entrance girl
Velvet hair
Emerald eyes
Shapely body

Stair master thighs

THAT’S LOVE by Tuese Ahkiong

By Tuese Ahkiong

It’s about love
That thing that poets write of…
That thing that changes your life,
Or better yet, 
Gives you life.
That thing that makes your heart sing,
Tingly feelings it brings.

Just the thought of your special treasure,
Gives the most incredible pleasure.
It injects a natural narcotic high
Gives you the ummms…
As you breathe a happy sigh.

Mooshie, Corny, sappy talk,
Starry eyes and drunken walk.
Silly words come off your lips
Honey Bunny,
Coochie Coo,
Baby Girl,
Big Daddy,
You’re my world.

But that’s not all,
It makes you dumb,
You say, “Two plus four, equals one.”
Gaga thinking blinds you to see,
That you make stupid decisions,
Like “Drinks are on me!”

You also go crazy,
Doing things you never thought you
Would or could or should.
Rollercoaster rides
Crazy highs.

Love makes you into an athlete:
Run a thousand miles,
Swim the widest ocean,
Climb the highest mountain,
Jump over any obstacle
Just to get to your fix.

Rugged, rough and tough man
Giving up Eskimo kisses at her command.
Kind, gentle and pleasant lady
Gone Ramba nuts and berserker crazy,
When seeing him speaking with another lady.

Then there’s losing sleep and sheep
Because you can’t stop thinking
about your sweet.
So you lose track of counting those lambs 
And wham!
You get slammed with drama-rama.

But there’s still more,
You get poor.
Because of one’s honey,
You run out of money.
An expensive fix,
For the sweetest high,
To be apart from your sweetie pie
You would die.
That’s what some call love.

*This piece was motivated from the drama-rama of many real life experiences. 

Friday, May 29, 2015

CREAM & SUGA PLEASE by Tuese Ahkiong

by Tuese Ahkiong
A no suga fast-diet and
a no fat cream dream
of keeping it lean
has made my mug
just bitter black
My lips haven't tasted
the joy of silky suga
swirling around the taste buds of my tongue.
It's been a long while since
having sweet milky hazelnut
in my java cup.
To enjoy and savor
that addictive coffee flavor
with cream and suga
-mixes with a caffeine high
that keeps me up to morning skies.


by Tuese Ahkiong

Before me 
an endless ocean 
and a sky of blue
Sun rays kissing my skin 
Instead of you. 
Waves roaring, 
kiddies laughing, 
birdies singing 
and thoughts dreaming...
That this sea of love would be kind
And find
A gal 

to drown 
deep down
of me
But will it ever be?
A wish come alive?
An open door 

to wake me 
from this sandy floor?
Still waiting 

the day 
she would wash upon my shore...

Thinking about God's Grace by Tuese

Thinking About God's Grace
by Tuese C. Ahkiong

singing with a choir of saints
for the glory and fame of The Lord
my heart trembles and faints
at the presence of God’s Righteousness, Majesty and Sovereignty.
Holy, Holy, Holy;
3 times Holy is He
and wicked, wretched, sinful be me
how is it that I still breathe!!??
when every evil thing about me He sees.
I live my life before an
all-powerful, all-knowing, omnipresent, infinitely Holy God!
Thank you, Lord, for being rich in mercy;
The only reason I am given another breath.
But more, so, I’m lavished and found by Your loving grace
By which I will never see death
because Jesus took my place.
In Christ I boast and stand
I cannot be snatched from His hand.
And while I live out Your plan
Upon this sinful land
Please sanctify me, Father, I pray!
Keep my heart from going astray.
My sins I hate, please slay,
As you lead me in the way,
I bless You for making me Yours
You created a new heart in me that cannot help but sing your praise.
You filled me with your righteousness, peace and joy of your precious Holy Spirit.
My heart is totally Compelled
To tell
Of Your amazing love,
The wonderful Gospel.
You, O Lord are The Gospel,
The Good News.
You in my life is everything to me.
You are my life and I live to worship You.
You are my treasure and I live to glory in You forever.


by Tu

Ah! The complications of life...
...that Tangle.
Those things that hinder
the page from turning.
One finds herself
returning and yearning
to see if there's any sign of life,
any wood left
to get this relationship
Only time can tell
If my heart is still held
by her sweet spell.
Or if this is just a long
lingering drawn out sigh
that has lost its breath
and simply must die.
I find myself
beneath a wishing tree
with eyes to the sky
that cry
and realizing
I climbed too high.
Heart, body and soul
entwined with u
i can't seem to move
what a place in life to find myself
stuck in a knotted situation
just idling in a snag
wrapped and trapped around u
these feelings are so hard to shake
but taste them and savor them I must
to know and feel
the many sensations
and flavors of living,
or betta yet, sinning.
and now I'm eating the fruit
of what I sowed.
it was just a moment ago,
that i couldn't get enough of you
and now I'm glued
to ms. fatal attraction
and feeling the subtraction
in my soul, time, energy and treasury
and the increase profit
in misery.
as BBD would say,
she's poison!
saw the red flags,
heard the warnings,
but the emotions over road them all
and now i fall
not in love
but insane
knowing i chucked the logic of my brain
and gained the pain.
all this to not be alone
with loneliness?
I groan.
I fooled myself.
thinking she would bring
my soul a quencher!?
really though,
hanging with crazy people
brings crazy adventures.
non-stop drama
where you cry out to your momma.
then you go numb and simply just exist
in this thing called a relationship.
this is my experience,
my prison, my hell,
my journey confirmation,
that i still breathe to tell.
that i have touched and felt,
what it means to...
...exist... a crazy relationship...
...tangled in you...


Sunday, May 17, 2015

The War on Drugs is a war on people and freedom by Tuese Ahkiong

The War on Drugs is a war on people and freedom 
by Tuese Ahkiong

Are we as Americans and Human Beings free to put into our bodies whatsoever we choose as long as we do no harm to others and take full responsibility for our actions?

The Drug War has created the police state in which police can do violence to a person for possessing or even suspected of possessing a banned plant by the government.  It has also created the prison industry which is connected to the judicial system prosecuting non-violent crimes industry; a waste of time and money.  It has also created big profits for BIG PHARMA that makes drugs that kill more people than all illegal drugs combined.

Cigarettes (Nicotine) kills 480,000/ yr
Big Pharma Drugs kill 230,000/ yr
Alcohol kills 80,000/ yr
People killed by US Cops 1113 in 2014, 1216 in 2015, 1162 in 2016
Cannabis kills 0/ yr and ever

Cannabis has great medicinal benefits like killing cancer, fighting alzheimers, relieving aches & pain, cramps, seizures, stress, trouble sleeping, depression.  If one can grow their own medicine, it would destroy large profits for the BIG PHARMA corporations. This is why Cigarette, Big Pharma & Alcohol corporations support banning CANNABIS.

The drug dealing gangsters do not want Cannabis legalized because the black market makes them MONEY.
Politicians do not want Cannabis legalized because corporation support them with big MONEY.
Police do not want Cannabis legalized because by enforcing the failed war on drugs, they get MONEY.
Prisons do not want Cannabis legalized because the inmates the copsters arrest and jail, keep the flow of MONEY and they get to use them as slave labor.

Cannabis can revitalize an economy in many ways in many areas: fuel, lumber, paper, clothes, medicine, food, stress relief, recreation...  see Colorado.


Genesis 1:11-12 And God said, “Let the earth sprout vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees bearing fruit in which is their seed, each according to its kind, on the earth.” And it was so. 12 The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed according to their own kinds, and trees bearing fruit in which is their seed, each according to its kind. And God saw that it was good.

Genesis 1:29And God said, “Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the earth, and every tree with seed in its fruit. You shall have them for food.

1 Corinthians 10:31   So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.

"Whatever you do" like use MJ, do to YHWH's glory!